Polaroid snaps.

I can’t get on a day, without tagging this beauty with me. 

Mmm I hear some Ellie Goulding, some Kate Nash etc..

My music player X

Some artwork for the day on my Moleskine..

My heart to yours.

Stuck words in my head, can’t let it pass without them being said.

Let’s not forget about nostalgia.

I can hardly articulate this sweetest nightmare.

Soo much misery and yet a smile.

My head is fucked my heart is damned.

You have no idea, those blurry images in your head.

Hiding my real feelings, pretending to forget.

Give me a space to see, where beauty isn’t empty.

Pedaling on what seems to be, the everyday reality.

That spot filling in melancholia.

I wouldn’t mind walking backwards with you.

The time spent with you was badly romantic.

If I could I would, but I shouldn’t so I wouldn’t.

Those words, they’re like knives that pinch through from layer to layer..

Nothing will save me from this heartache.

She can be, but she won’t be, though she is; she would never be.

I want to runaway from my feelings.

You bring me so much misery, and yet a smile.

I can forget about you but I never would want to erase my memory over you. 

I’m sinking in thoughts and drowning in melancholy.

It was like the “Kitkat” that was too hard to take in anymore.

You’re just sitting there, but you’re already breaking my heart.

You had me from “hello”

It’s not easy falling in love, it crushes me everyday.

You say “WTF” and make it sound genuinely good.

Your eyes can communicate with a warm hello.

No one can mess with your eyes and your heart.

Billow of tears I cry, begins to well up my eyes.

My wasted tear, my every affection.

Pulling my heartstrings nowhere.

Still I’m not going anywhere.

I can only pack you this sense of nostalgia.

If only you could take it with you, w/o me it’ll do.

That spot in my heart, will always be yours.

Pretending not to makes it hard to.

Sitting next to you doing absolutely nothing, 

means absolutely everything to me.

I’m running out of time, my heart is on the line.

I’d do anything for you, even if I’m not going to be in the picture.

I hope you like the stars I stole for you.

Simple yet deadly, you kill me everyday. 

Strange wounds, deep scars. 

You will always walk past me,

I will never be, the one who’ll hold you tightly.

Who’ll love your flaws and most importantly,

dry your damp eyes instantly.

God I’m in love with you, the pain truly sucks.

You mean everything to me. 

I wish you’d see.

I say I’d always chase after my dreams.

My dreams are never meant to be.

Because it’s you.

I like to be in Bio class once again, 

where I can hear your laugh and 

see your smile.

You are the best person I have ever met.

I hope you don’t forget.

Meeting someone like you, in a wrong time and place.

I’m glad I did, it’s still you who I won’t forever erase.

My mind is fucked, my heart is damned.

Well’uh hey darlin, I hope someday it would lead me back to you.

I can only find you in places like these songs.

I won’t say a word, I won’t move a muscle.

Your clear subtle smile will do.

These heartaches leave me broken.

I’ll stay b/c I love you. 

Life and some icing complexities.

1:35am in the morning, this is where you’ll find a girl like me, infront of her Macbook and strolling trough some blogs, yet other pages for inspiration ranging from music, fashion, art and whatnot, finding myself in need of a drink of one chocolate shake. Oh but little did you know that this girl frets at this time around. Mmm with life and the weight of the world, my farfetched dreams, my academic deterioration and my social life. Juggling it up towards something and finding it quite difficult, actually. Only I end up taking a nap and other distracting demons such as  procrastinating, being stubborn and a slacking couch potato. I have to get dressed tomorrow for the future. Nighty x :)

My moccasins.

F L A S H.